Sunday, December 5, 2010

thesis fight

yep.... I got in a fight with my boyfriend because of thesis... my life sucks... hope you guys are having the same suck fest as I am. Yes, I would prefer it if the whole world is having the same feeling as me right now. Then my life will be characterize as normal and not suckish. Get it?

Now if the whole world is feeling the same way as me when I'm depress or in a fight with my boyfriend then the whole world could back me up and we could all shout at my boyfriend for being right and me being wrong. Or half of the world would try to comfort me and the other half would try to enplane my side to my boyfriend.(can you imagine my boyfriend sitting in a table and listening to peoples explanation on what am i feeling right now one by one... hahaha... the endless line of people would irritate him)

Yeah....

Hope your having the same bad day as I am...

Saturday, December 4, 2010



since I'm in advertising here is an advertisement just for fun...

I'm thinking of posting funny ads every now and then so heads up people...

END OF THE WEEK RANTS

so and end of the week again and i didn't do much...

The sad truth
  • I am not a popular person. Now that's a fact. I tried really hard people I really did try but no matter how may post I put in my Tumblr or in my deviant account I don't get any followers. I have another account in Blogger who i just found out have like 0 views a big Z.E.R.O. yeah I pity myself. Even this blog only got 15 page views... Am I really that unpopular or are all my post boring? sigh*
The post
  • So as you can see at the left side of the screen my Flickr account just got new updates from me of course. click them and check them out if you got time. See it December and well my school right now is filled with lights. I took some pictures because its my last Christmas in college.
  • Like them and view them. ^_^It will make me happy if you do.
The Blog

  • Currently I got like so many blogs right now its hard to keep track. but well I love the me doing something else. I hate doing my thesis and I'll accept and do any thing other than doing my thesis... I promise I'll keep my posting in this blog because this was like the home of my first blog that got lost sometime ago... ^_^
The story

  • I got a new story that i wrote just yesterday watch out for it in here... I'll post it after i finish typing it in my computer.

this is me going to sleep... good night

Sunday, November 21, 2010

been out for so long

okay so its been awhile... im currently missing this blog of mine its been like forever since i last posted hear... i think its like i post 5 times a year or so... mhhh need to fix that right but the deal is im not and internet idol... and i dont have a internet life... i spend my time with my boyfriend all the time and skull i spend time in school... so if i got the time id rather spend it sleeping or reading manga and stuff...

the deal is im currently stuck on my thesis... i actually have to like get my models, get people to sew for me and stuff... mhhhh... and i have to do it in one month. WHAT! thats hard man thats hard... i guess what im needing is time... and a secretary to help me manage it. lol.

its hard ot live your life to the fullest when you have so many things you have to do but all you want is sleep... how could people handle this things... mhhhh

so well im leaving... that life ^_^

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

what life got to do

for a while now I'm curently doing my thesis.what i took was fashion. it involves designing clothes and advertising them. well i thought it was fun sadly i ended up being in this sad state were i cant do any thing, procrastination and not being interested with it. i guess that's what happens when you actually pick a thesis just because it seams like fun. can you believe it its almost half a semester and i still don't have the 50 sketch that i needed. I'm so lame. on top of that i have to balance my boyfriend and school and get this my family all at the same time.

whats worst is my boyfriend introduce me to this game World of Warcraft that right now im currently addicted to... sad to say this but mad im such a LAME person...

Friday, June 18, 2010

lost in design

im currently lost...here i am searching for ideas and background studies on my thesis (Fashion). when i came across this blog that involve my former classmate. [Link] then it hit me. Am i really right for my thesis?. this former classmate of mine spend the whole summer knowing more about fashion... these type of people live and breath fashion, they know every little thing about it, they know which is which and what is what. and look at me a complete noob who dont even know and understand what my thesis adviser is talking about.

the truth is im really scared. i dont live for fashion. heck! id rather spend my time reading manga and watching anime than to spend time and money in magazines and fashion shows... i only pick this thesis because i remembered the days when i was a kid playing dress up with barbie and practicing the walk on our sala. it makes me want to look for my childhood dream that i lost . last years fashion show was a blast too... all the excitement and joy you feel in the backstage fixing clothes and stuff... i want all that. yet now im scared really scared of what will happen to me this year.

i hope i make it out alive this school year...