yep.... I got in a fight with my boyfriend because of thesis... my life sucks... hope you guys are having the same suck fest as I am. Yes, I would prefer it if the whole world is having the same feeling as me right now. Then my life will be characterize as normal and not suckish. Get it?
Now if the whole world is feeling the same way as me when I'm depress or in a fight with my boyfriend then the whole world could back me up and we could all shout at my boyfriend for being right and me being wrong. Or half of the world would try to comfort me and the other half would try to enplane my side to my boyfriend.(can you imagine my boyfriend sitting in a table and listening to peoples explanation on what am i feeling right now one by one... hahaha... the endless line of people would irritate him)
Yeah....
Hope your having the same bad day as I am...
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Saturday, December 4, 2010
END OF THE WEEK RANTS
so and end of the week again and i didn't do much...
The sad truth
this is me going to sleep... good night
The sad truth
- I am not a popular person. Now that's a fact. I tried really hard people I really did try but no matter how may post I put in my Tumblr or in my deviant account I don't get any followers. I have another account in Blogger who i just found out have like 0 views a big Z.E.R.O. yeah I pity myself. Even this blog only got 15 page views... Am I really that unpopular or are all my post boring? sigh*
- So as you can see at the left side of the screen my Flickr account just got new updates from me of course. click them and check them out if you got time. See it December and well my school right now is filled with lights. I took some pictures because its my last Christmas in college.
- Like them and view them. ^_^It will make me happy if you do.
- Currently I got like so many blogs right now its hard to keep track. but well I love the me doing something else. I hate doing my thesis and I'll accept and do any thing other than doing my thesis... I promise I'll keep my posting in this blog because this was like the home of my first blog that got lost sometime ago... ^_^
- I got a new story that i wrote just yesterday watch out for it in here... I'll post it after i finish typing it in my computer.
this is me going to sleep... good night
Sunday, November 21, 2010
been out for so long
okay so its been awhile... im currently missing this blog of mine its been like forever since i last posted hear... i think its like i post 5 times a year or so... mhhh need to fix that right but the deal is im not and internet idol... and i dont have a internet life... i spend my time with my boyfriend all the time and skull i spend time in school... so if i got the time id rather spend it sleeping or reading manga and stuff...
the deal is im currently stuck on my thesis... i actually have to like get my models, get people to sew for me and stuff... mhhhh... and i have to do it in one month. WHAT! thats hard man thats hard... i guess what im needing is time... and a secretary to help me manage it. lol.
its hard ot live your life to the fullest when you have so many things you have to do but all you want is sleep... how could people handle this things... mhhhh
so well im leaving... that life ^_^
the deal is im currently stuck on my thesis... i actually have to like get my models, get people to sew for me and stuff... mhhhh... and i have to do it in one month. WHAT! thats hard man thats hard... i guess what im needing is time... and a secretary to help me manage it. lol.
its hard ot live your life to the fullest when you have so many things you have to do but all you want is sleep... how could people handle this things... mhhhh
so well im leaving... that life ^_^
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
what life got to do
for a while now I'm curently doing my thesis.what i took was fashion. it involves designing clothes and advertising them. well i thought it was fun sadly i ended up being in this sad state were i cant do any thing, procrastination and not being interested with it. i guess that's what happens when you actually pick a thesis just because it seams like fun. can you believe it its almost half a semester and i still don't have the 50 sketch that i needed. I'm so lame. on top of that i have to balance my boyfriend and school and get this my family all at the same time.
whats worst is my boyfriend introduce me to this game World of Warcraft that right now im currently addicted to... sad to say this but mad im such a LAME person...
whats worst is my boyfriend introduce me to this game World of Warcraft that right now im currently addicted to... sad to say this but mad im such a LAME person...
Friday, June 18, 2010
lost in design
im currently lost...here i am searching for ideas and background studies on my thesis (Fashion). when i came across this blog that involve my former classmate. [Link] then it hit me. Am i really right for my thesis?. this former classmate of mine spend the whole summer knowing more about fashion... these type of people live and breath fashion, they know every little thing about it, they know which is which and what is what. and look at me a complete noob who dont even know and understand what my thesis adviser is talking about.
the truth is im really scared. i dont live for fashion. heck! id rather spend my time reading manga and watching anime than to spend time and money in magazines and fashion shows... i only pick this thesis because i remembered the days when i was a kid playing dress up with barbie and practicing the walk on our sala. it makes me want to look for my childhood dream that i lost . last years fashion show was a blast too... all the excitement and joy you feel in the backstage fixing clothes and stuff... i want all that. yet now im scared really scared of what will happen to me this year.
i hope i make it out alive this school year...
the truth is im really scared. i dont live for fashion. heck! id rather spend my time reading manga and watching anime than to spend time and money in magazines and fashion shows... i only pick this thesis because i remembered the days when i was a kid playing dress up with barbie and practicing the walk on our sala. it makes me want to look for my childhood dream that i lost . last years fashion show was a blast too... all the excitement and joy you feel in the backstage fixing clothes and stuff... i want all that. yet now im scared really scared of what will happen to me this year.
i hope i make it out alive this school year...
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
A battle for candies
i had this crazy dream last night...
hahaha an instant story and well i like stories... well I cant say that's its mine after all i guess i got the idea from the manga "The Lucifer and Biscuit Hammer"
Story:
In a World were monsters come out at night and hunt people for food nobody is safe. Not you, not me not anybody. In this world every day seems like a normal day just like the one were living in except at night things are are different. Rampage of monsters and houses burnt down, chaos every were. One day a school decided to take matters to its own hands. this school have classes from grade 1 to to high school. They take one representative of each year and put them in a team and every night this group of kids will help eliminate monsters that are trashing the school grounds. of course this are done secret and in exchange the school will give them any thing they what candies, high grades, free school fees, delinquent pass or even a car. this team is headed by a teacher and is called the faculty adviser. Death might be an option but hey do you know what will happen if they say no? well they don't know either what they know is that the last person who said no and quit lost his family and vanish.
now this idea was also pick up by other schools and know almost all the schools in this area have this teams. Yes they are all in secret.
After a year of this secret service for the schools they will battle the last fight.
Chaos around with her green snickers, a fancy black dress and her favorite backpack she walks out the door. Said her last good bye to her older sister she walk towards the battle field hoping to end this nightmare of a world.
The End
hope you guys like my dream... next time i get a weird dream again Ill tell you guys about it hehehe I like weird dreams their fun
hahaha an instant story and well i like stories... well I cant say that's its mine after all i guess i got the idea from the manga "The Lucifer and Biscuit Hammer"
Story:
In a World were monsters come out at night and hunt people for food nobody is safe. Not you, not me not anybody. In this world every day seems like a normal day just like the one were living in except at night things are are different. Rampage of monsters and houses burnt down, chaos every were. One day a school decided to take matters to its own hands. this school have classes from grade 1 to to high school. They take one representative of each year and put them in a team and every night this group of kids will help eliminate monsters that are trashing the school grounds. of course this are done secret and in exchange the school will give them any thing they what candies, high grades, free school fees, delinquent pass or even a car. this team is headed by a teacher and is called the faculty adviser. Death might be an option but hey do you know what will happen if they say no? well they don't know either what they know is that the last person who said no and quit lost his family and vanish.
now this idea was also pick up by other schools and know almost all the schools in this area have this teams. Yes they are all in secret.
After a year of this secret service for the schools they will battle the last fight.
Chaos around with her green snickers, a fancy black dress and her favorite backpack she walks out the door. Said her last good bye to her older sister she walk towards the battle field hoping to end this nightmare of a world.
The End
hope you guys like my dream... next time i get a weird dream again Ill tell you guys about it hehehe I like weird dreams their fun
Friday, April 16, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
so far so good
well the rest of my week was insane. i almost broke up with my boyfriend... 2 times! i know hard life right? well i love him and i don't want to lose him so well compromise is all Ive got.
dealing with the fashion show Frost(my boyfriend) was force to have two models ad two clothes to present. knowing him well he doesn't care at all and he got mad because the deal was his the one whose going to design but he wont be the one who will take care of every thing hell just be the designer. well though luck now he have to look for people to sew his designs. he have me so ill be helping him with dealing with models, check his tailor and all those stuff... I'm kinda felling like a secretary, i just don't know if its a bad thing or a good thing.
also got this list of things to do and I'm no where in starting or ffinishing them yey sinko (5.0 lowest grade to get at school)
list to do:
dealing with the fashion show Frost(my boyfriend) was force to have two models ad two clothes to present. knowing him well he doesn't care at all and he got mad because the deal was his the one whose going to design but he wont be the one who will take care of every thing hell just be the designer. well though luck now he have to look for people to sew his designs. he have me so ill be helping him with dealing with models, check his tailor and all those stuff... I'm kinda felling like a secretary, i just don't know if its a bad thing or a good thing.
also got this list of things to do and I'm no where in starting or ffinishing them yey sinko (5.0 lowest grade to get at school)
list to do:
- fashion design 10 corporate, 10 tribal, more stuff I dint copy on the white board
- PD(packeging design) have to make packaging of a meat product
- study psychology
- study professional ethics (yeah right, I'm in advertising is that really needed?)
- comic strip (16 pages of dome)
- poster of the mini movie to be submited next year
- study ad production
well now we have to work... I'll be going out for the fittign of Frost's models
ill post some pics soon like (i should get a normal 1.8 or 2 megapixel cam my dslr is not good for my Laptop)
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
to tired to walk
today was a tiring one alright like yesterday we to our schools hospital just to look for KOL(key opinion leader) for out product Colonoscopy. good thing we finally got at least one. sadly we need 5 so 4 more to go. but before that got to to try food photography in out our schools mini studio (was kinda fun). so even if Im not good at it i got some i thing pretty awesome shots. 
sample shot ^_^
ii dont have any idea on whator how to take cool awesome shots so well lol... I FAIL... a sample shot which you guys might have notice i failed at it... its to blurry and to umm whats the term high stop thing? any way just what to show you guys this...
well currently doing this report thing and im the leader of the team and apparently im also a failure as a leader. sad.well we have this thing about colonoscopy and howwe will advertise it and we currently need 5 KOL (key opinion leader) and so fr we only got 1. can you day fail. the sad part is its not only my failure but also my team... im sorry kuya mogs, mau , carisa and waran, you guys got stuck with me an (in the words of my friend kennie) EPIC FAILURE
to celebrate my failure hears a sad blurry and ugly picture of trees in my School UST...
Sunday, January 10, 2010
new blog and planning to keep on going
its been a long time since i last blog about something... except for my DA account and stuff... well i guess my being a little dyslectic will have something to do with it... lol yes people im not good at spelling and grammar... its my mom who said i have it but right now i thing im starting to fell like im just using it as an excuse to not spell properly.
well any way pls welcome me and my blog. and as a celebration for my wonderful start at the blog world enjoy this pic of my stuff pig and san goku ^_^
P.S. how do I flip my pictures?
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