Friday, June 18, 2010

lost in design

im currently lost...here i am searching for ideas and background studies on my thesis (Fashion). when i came across this blog that involve my former classmate. [Link] then it hit me. Am i really right for my thesis?. this former classmate of mine spend the whole summer knowing more about fashion... these type of people live and breath fashion, they know every little thing about it, they know which is which and what is what. and look at me a complete noob who dont even know and understand what my thesis adviser is talking about.

the truth is im really scared. i dont live for fashion. heck! id rather spend my time reading manga and watching anime than to spend time and money in magazines and fashion shows... i only pick this thesis because i remembered the days when i was a kid playing dress up with barbie and practicing the walk on our sala. it makes me want to look for my childhood dream that i lost . last years fashion show was a blast too... all the excitement and joy you feel in the backstage fixing clothes and stuff... i want all that. yet now im scared really scared of what will happen to me this year.

i hope i make it out alive this school year...